Guilt without Tauba (repentance, self-correction), leads to depressrion.. -Babar R Chaudhry- Arrahman-Arraheem.com

Excellent saying by Babar Chaudhry, I myself experienced this situation in my life, as a born Muslim I know all the basic dos and don’ts taught by Islam and always had fear of accountability by my Rab  Almighty Allah SWT.

That is why whenever I  did anything wrong  or commit any sin deliberately  I always felt guilty after committing that act, most of the time I feel guilty of facing Allah SWT when I offer my 5 time prayers,  I ask forgiveness from my lord for my sins every time, which give me peace of mind for a while, as we all know that He is Ghafur & Raheem.

 But I didn’t realize that there are some sins which has become a routine for me and I got habitual of doing them.

So psychologically things started getting worse for me day by day, because that peace of mind which I used to get after asking forgiveness for my sins has stopped giving me relief from the guilt and wrong doings.  

I also start doing some charity things to balance my deeds but that hasn’t worked for me eternally,  I don’t know exactly how long it  took but slowly that burden of the continuous  guilt  started transforming  into depression,  and started effecting my mind and my abilities severely.

 I was looking for a way out from this situation, and one day I came across a video lecture on the topic of Tauba & Astaghfar by Babar R. Chaudhry. This lecture totally changed my concept about Tauba & Mafi,  I understood that until I do a sincere tuba (which means to make a commitment of not repeating that wrong action or sin again) the guilt of sins will never go away.

 after watching this lecture I realized that  asking forgiveness from Allah SWT without doing Tauba and self correction is not more than a tranquilizer which acts as a pain killer but can’t give you healing from the disease which is causing pain in our body. Similarly healing of soul is only possible with Sincere Tuba and Self correction, believe me it took only seconds for me to take my guilt away which I was carrying since many years. 

This lecture also explained very well that how to stood-fast after doing Tauba and commitment  with Allah. The most beautiful thing which I learned from this lecture is the Ayat which states “Surly Allah Love Those Who Repent”. I never knew that before that a sinner could get the Love of Allah by just doing a sincere repentance (Tuba).  

Thankfully after getting knowledge about all that I did Tuba and made commitment with myself and with Allah, not to repeat all those things which kept me guilty for many years and made my life depressive.  

I also found many other useful lectures on  various basic topics  like Namaz, Shukar, Deen, Surah Fatiha, Shetaan etc….  By Babar Chaudhry. I found all lectures very informative and very much related to my daily life. 

Here I want to thank the Scholar Babar R. Chaudhry & the uploader  too J  and I thought I should share the lectures link for the readers too, who knows this could become blessing for people who are looking for a way out from a sinful life like me..... 

this is the link of all lectures https://vimeo.com/album/2960066 

Please remember me in your prayers,

Jazak Aallah